Anxiety attack

It will only go away once I get even just a remote sense of plan.

There’s the Redpath Toronto Water Festival, Toronto Jazz Festival, Pride Toronto, the Tumblr Toronto meetup, and a trip to the cottage with Maria and her family. All of the above occurring this coming weekend, which also happens to be a long weekend due to Canada Day. And I do wanna check them all out. Even for just a couple of hours each. On top of all that, my friend Ira from Montreal is gonna be in town for the weekend too. I’ve been putting off confirming with her cuz I’m kindda hoping she’s gonna be a no-show. Or at least a reschedule so I still get to meet up with her in the future.

I think I’m gonna have to skip the cottage trip cuz I’d miss out on the rest if I don’t. Plus I can always go any weekend. I think I’m also gonna skip the Pride cuz we have that every year anyways. The one thing I can’t afford to skip is the Water Festival cuz I haven’t been and I don’t think we have that every year. Do we?

Claire, xo